Depression and Blogging

I realize that there has been a distinct lack of blogginess about this blog lately.

I'd say I'm sorry, but honestly, not so much.  After the funerals, I just couldn't think of anything to write that wasn't depressing. I even started a few posts about the wedding and our vacation, but they weren't right. I was still too deep in mourning. I might still be.

The only stuff I could think to write about that didn't make me sound all depressed was the TV shows I'm watching, I guess cause they aren't personal.

But then I didn't want to write a bunch of random posts about TV shows, cause then it would look like all I do is watch TV. (The fact that I created an Excel spreadsheet to track all of the returning and new shows, plus all the shows I'm already watching, does not, in any way, add to that theory.)

I have been trying to focus more on work, seeing as I've missed so much of it since mid-July.  But even that doesn't seem to be working well for me.

I hate being depressed. I even lost one of my very few blog followers while I've been gone, which is making me even more depressed.

But don't worry. I have things to say.

So stay tuned.